Why Should You Come to Called Out this Saturday?

Dennis Jernigan shares why you should come to the Called Out of Darkness all day conference this Saturday, October 15th, at Hope Presbyterian Church in Richfield, MN! Register now!

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Dennis Jernigan PromoDennis Jernigan shares why you should come to the Called Out of Darkness all day conference, next Saturday, October 15th! Register now at www.outpostministries.org/calledout

Posted by Called Out of Darkness on Saturday, October 8, 2016

Register Now for Called Out of Darkness on October 15!

For 40 years, Outpost Ministries has been ministering to men and women seeking freedom from unwanted same-sex attractions. We’re celebrating by hosting a one-day conference featuring Dennis Jernigan and Nate Oyloe, culminating with our Called Out of Darkness Celebration and testimonies of hope from those impacted by homosexuality.

Jesus has faithfully released freedom and healing in our midst for four decades. Let’s join together as we celebrate being Called Out of Darkness!

Saturday, October 15, 2016Called Out of Darkness Celebration

Hope Presbyterian Church

7132 Portland Ave S

Richfield, MN 55423

This event is free but registration is required. No childcare is provided.


Conference Schedule:

9am Worship with the Twin Cities Justice House of Prayer

10am Session 1: Nate Oyloe

1:30pm Worship with the Twin Cities Justice House of Prayer

2pm Breakout Sessions 1:  with Dennis Jernigan and other Outpost Speakers

3:15pm Breakout Sessions 2: with Nate Oyloe and other Outpost Speakers

6:30pm Worship with Dennis Jernigan

7:30pm Testimonies

8:30pm Keynote Session: Dennis Jernigan

Called Out of Darkness

Stepping into the Light

Celebrating 40 Years of Being Called Out of Darkness40 years

But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light; who once were not a people but are now the people of God, who had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy. —1 Peter 2:9-10

In 1976, Outpost Ministries was born. I was born just one year later. I have often thought of the goodness of God. He knew that I would struggle with same-sex attractions, and He went before me to establish the place where I would ultimately find healing and wholeness in Jesus Christ.

I first set foot inside Outpost in the fall of 1997, and I was called out of the darkness of homosexuality and into the marvelous light of Jesus. True freedom always begins with stepping into the light. I had never before told anyone about my struggle. I was too afraid and ashamed. Now, for the first time, I was in a place where I could be open and honest about my sexual brokenness. How freeing!

In the light, we begin to see rightly. My sight began to heal through my involvement at Outpost. I began to see men and women very differently, I began to see myself differently. Most importantly, I began to see God differently. As I started to see how God truly thinks and feels about me, my heart began to change.

I saw that I am chosen. Growing up, I was not very athletic, so I generally wasn’t the first kid picked for playground sports, or the second or the third . . . We all desire to be chosen, and it’s painful when we are not. At Outpost, I got to know a God who chose me before the foundations of the world. He wanted me on His team!        Since then, I have often marveled at these words from 1 Corinthians 1:27-28:

But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty; and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are.

God’s standards are completely the opposite of the world’s standards, and in many cases even the opposite of the Church’s. He intentionally chooses for His team the weak and broken!

I saw that I am royalty to God the Father. What is so amazing about the cross is that not only does it afford us the forgiveness of sin, but it also give us a new identity. We are now kings and priests to God because of the blood of Jesus (Rev. 1:5-6). We have been given authority in Jesus’ name to partner with God in administering justice in the earth (Ps. 149) through our intercession. Our prayers matter to God!

I saw that I am holy. For someone who has lived in so much shame and condemnation for so long, it is an amazing thing for him to realize and truly believe that he is a new creation. In Christ, I have become the righteousness of God and am set apart to accomplish the good works God has planned in advance for me (2 Cor. 5:17, 21; Eph. 2:10).

I saw that I am special. I think my parents did a fine job of letting me know that I was special to them. There is, however, a part of our hearts that needs to hear this word from the Heavenly Father in order for us to feel confident in who we are. One who has heard the Lord affirm that he is fearfully and wonderfully made doesn’t need fame or status. He is already famous in the sight of the Creator of the Universe. It’s the angel Gabriel telling Daniel that he is “highly esteemed” by heaven (Dan. 9:23) or the angel of the Lord informing Gideon that heaven sees him as a “valiant warrior” (Judges 6:12). A person’s soul is set free from always needing to perform for approval when he learns to live before an audience of One.

In the light, I saw more clearly. I saw a God who is mighty to save. At Outpost, I learned to trade my rags for my new identity. Christ had always been holding it out to me. In the darkness, I just couldn’t see it.

Chosen. Royal. Holy. Special. What a glorious exchange.

There has been much fruit that has come forth from Outpost over the last 40 years. I am just one of the many who has stepped into the light because I heard the call of God. There are many more walking in freedom and many more to come. How much more do we need Outpost for the next 40 years! We need this beacon of hope and truth now more than ever before in the history of our nation.

Thank you for standing with us, some of you since the very beginning. It has been such a privilege to run the race with you. I hope to see you at our upcoming 40th Anniversary Celebration and Called Out of Darkness. Let us all come together and proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light!

Called Out Burn: 40 Hours of Continuous Prayer and Worship

40 Hour BurnThis October, Outpost Ministries is celebrating its 40th anniversary. To honor the work that God has done through Outpost and to lay a foundation of intercession for the future, Twin Cities Justice House of Prayer is hosting 40 hours of continuous prayer and worship beginning Tuesday, October 11. For details, visit tcjhop.org/calledout. We believe that we’ve only seen the beginning of the healing that God wants to release in our midst. Let’s join together to pray for the release of freedom, inner-healing and hope for the Bride of Christ, our community and those affected by same-sex attractions.


Faithful CDWorship has always been a huge part of Outpost’s history. So much of overcoming homosexuality is learning to worship the Creator instead of the created. Worship is a bonding activity. We actually attach to what we worship. In learning to worship God aright, we bond with a loving Father who can “parent” the underdeveloped parts of who we are into maturity.

Therefore, I am so excited to announce the release of TCJHOP’s first CD of original worship music! Entitled Faithful, the CD is a compilation of five songs written and performed by various worship leaders from TCJHOP about God’s faithfulness. I know that you will be very blessed by the messages in these songs.

The CD will be available online soon (we will keep you updated) or at any upcoming Outpost/TCJHOP events. Think Christmas gifts and stocking stuffers!


heroesDo you have heroes? If you don’t, you should—it’s important to look up to somebody. I have heroes of my own. As it happens, my case is a little special because some of my heroes are the young men who come to us for help.

One of the hats I wear at Outpost Ministries involves giving leadership to weekly programming called Joshua Fellowship. It’s a group of guys who grew up as Christians, for the most part, but then—frequently to their shock and dismay—found themselves experiencing same-sex attractions.

These guys spring from a variety of backstories. Some have never ceased to fight against what they regard as temptation and sinful behavior; others were out and proud for years until Jesus got in their face.  Some already have a great deal of inner-healing under their belts; others don’t yet know what that is. Some are respected professionals—dentists, architects, etc., while others are broke college students.

But there are a couple of common denominators; one is that they are all faithful men of God, indeed. You and I, my friend, could stand to learn a thing or two from the kind of stubborn dedication to Christ which these young men live out every day. And the other is that they have each survived a bloody battlefield to get here.

There’s a quote I like to use from The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous: “All of us sought an easier, softer way, but it availed us nothing!” Does that sound like real life? Well, it rings true for these guys too. There’s a story I like to tell them, and it’s remarkable how often it hits home. It goes, with variations, like this:

Adolescent Boy begins to discover his sexuality, but to his surprise, along with that comes same-sex attractions. Well, at that point, what should he do? He should probably tell somebody; he should get some help, right? But sadly, that’s the one thing which almost never happens. Why? Because the young man lives in a Christian world, and the last thing he wants is for his struggle to become known. So, he keeps it a secret and struggles on alone, often frightened and certainly confused, frustrated and ashamed. He’s a Christian, you see, and he believes embracing his same-sex attractions is wrong, and so he tries hard to change, without success.

So he resorts to religion and gets involved in church: he volunteers, leads, mentors. His parents are proud, and the community is impressed. But his secret is still there and still bites.

So he goes away to Bible school because, he reasons, what he really needs is to immerse himself even more deeply in the things of God. That will kill this struggle. But it doesn’t.

So he goes on to seminary because, after all, professional Christians could not possibly struggle with something like same-sex attractions. And then, when that doesn’t work either, he begins to realize that he’s out of options.

Except that he remembers some time ago somebody mentioned a place called Outpost. And so, in pure desperation, he finally picks up the phone.

Of course this is only a story, but when I tell it, there tend to be sheepish grins here and there in the room. And I’ve told this story to you to illustrate that favorite quote of mine: all of us try an easier, softer way, but it avails us nothing. On that level, these guys are no different from you and me.

What does set them apart, though, is that they didn’t give up. Faced with a relentless enemy, defeating them at every turn, surrounded by a public discourse which pronounces the utter hopelessness of their cause, they did not cease to seek a way to lay their sexuality at the feet of Jesus. Whatever solutions they had tried first, in the end it was their saving faith which brought them, finally, to Outpost.

That’s the kind of guys I get to work with. They’re heroes before they ever come to us. If the Church were composed of such, our enemy would have far less freedom of movement, and the world would be a different place than it is now.

They don’t see it that way, of course. They don’t call themselves heroes. They come broken, confused, angry, dispirited, disillusioned, desperate and in pain. And my role, then, is to labor to point them to the only pathway to healing that’s left to try: the genuine love of Jesus.

And so together we get to work, and we spend time talking, teaching, exposing lies, taking risks, getting honest. Sometimes, as we do those things, the time comes—not right away, as it takes a lot of work—when I am granted a very special privilege. I get to be present when something happens, and they begin to engage in real time with the real love of a real God who really is there and, as it turns out, has not forgotten them after all.

It’s like—well, the best way I can describe it is that it’s like watching the sun come up. Of course, they’re not finished; there’s lots of work ahead for them. But it does mean once that miracle happens, the playing field has changed. They are no longer smoldering wicks whose best hope was to stubbornly refuse to go out. Now they have tasted fire. They have a new capacity for desire. They’ve moved beyond mere desperation and are motivated now by a ravenous hunger for the genuine presence of Jesus. We call it “turning the corner,” and it’s when the fun really starts.

What’s a hero? A hero is someone who, faced with impossible odds, shouted down by every voice, nevertheless sticks to his guns and refuses to give up. We think of heroes as winners, but what really makes a hero is the courage it takes to refuse to lose, no matter what the odds or how long it takes or how much it hurts.

The Bible promises victory to the faithful. Victory is a marvelous thing; it is a time to rejoice and celebrate the victor. But never forget that victory comes always after faithfulness. And faithfulness is no picnic because it happens in the trenches where winning seems a happy but remote dream and defeat would be oh, so much easier.

Faithfulness is never a mountaintop experience; if you’re a Christian, you know that.

The guys and I have a name for the place where faith happens. We call it the Valley of the Shadow of Death because in that place, the enemy is all around us, and darkness and defeat sometimes overshadow us. The only way out is through, and the only way through is to follow Jesus—no matter how rocky, confusing or unexpected the path is upon which He leads us.

Are my guys heroes? You do the math.

The Next 40 Years

40 yearsHappy is he who has the God of Jacob for his help, whose hope is in the Lord his God, who made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that is in them; who keeps truth forever, who executes justice for the oppressed, who gives food to the hungry. The Lord gives freedom to the prisoners. —Psalm 146:5-7

Next month, Outpost Ministries will celebrate its 40th anniversary! For forty years, Outpost has not wavered in proclaiming the truth that Jesus Christ has life-changing power.

In 1976, Robbi Kenney and a few others founded Outpost in the basement of Love Lines, a crisis phone counseling ministry. The name Outpost was chosen for a very specific reason: it would be the first line of defense against the enemy’s sneak attacks.  We now see the prophetic nature of our name. For 40 years, we have fought the good fight in the midst of an ever-changing society. We have been an Outpost of hope to many wounded souls.

God was faithful to Outpost in the early years. He released valuable tools to minister healing to the same-sex-attracted struggler. We were led to the place where we all find healing: the cross. The cross of Jesus Christ is enough for all sin. Healing through the cross is available for all who choose to repent.

In the past 40 years, many lives have been transformed because of the Holy Spirit’s work here. Praise the Lord, I am one of those transformed lives!

I am looking forward to the next 40 years with great anticipation. God is on the move. Lives continue to change. His Kingdom is advancing. Thank you for your prayers and financial partnership throughout the years. We could not have persisted without your vital contribution to this ministry.

Living Waters

Living Waters

Photo from Free Images

It is with joy and thankfulness that I am reporting on the conclusion of our 2015-16 Living Waters Program at the end of March.  Living Waters is an in-depth healing and discipleship group for any Christian seeking healing in areas of sexual and relational brokenness.  Living Waters is for EVERYONE!  Each one of us is a good gift from God; most of us are broken in our ability to love others well.  Living Waters lays a biblical foundation for sexual and relational wholeness in our lives.

After 21 weeks of intense worship, teaching and small group prayer, our participants testified to the change that had taken place as a result of the work of the Holy Spirit in their lives. With their permission, here are their testimonies:

Through Living Waters, God showed me that at a deep level I had, in my woundedness, despised and rejected my gender and therefore, myself.  I learned so much through the truths expressed in the beautifully articulated, biblical and comprehensive Living Waters textbook about how Christ’s work on the cross can bring deep healing.  Through the teachings aided by the caring ministry and prayers of others, God’s Spirit gently enabled me to begin to accept the self that He made me to be.  This ‘real me’ was then able to begin to receive His love and perfect parenting in new ways, and turn from many broken ways.  I notice a new contentedness and growing joy in accepting who I am in Him.

Living Waters brought healing to my spirit especially from an abusive relationship with my ex-boyfriend.  By dealing with past wounds and traumas, I received healing!

 I came to Living Waters confused and scared.  I’m leaving with hope for my marriage!

I came to Living Waters feeling so broken.  I had just come out of a relationship where the man was very godly and good to me but I could not receive his love.  The more he tried to love me, the more I pushed him away.  Throughout Living Waters, the idea that God made me to be a good gift continually ministered to my heart.  For so many years after being in an abusive relationship, I believed that I was the problem and I had carried a huge yoke of shame.  Through the ‘cross time’, the Holy Spirit has been restoring my sense of worth and that I actually have much to give!

It started out with me coming because a friend invited me, but I got so much more out of it than I thought possible!  I’ve always had issues with anxiety, self-hatred and mild depression.  I didn’t think Living Waters was going to be able to help me with that, but it DID!  I was able to uncover things that I never thought were issues, things I thought were buried in the past and long forgotten. I never knew my revulsion toward the feminine and my desire to be a boy when I was younger God used Living Waters greatly in my life.  God showed me so much about my identity in Him instead of my sins of the past.  I’ve also grown much closer to God in my intimacy with Him.

I initially came because my wife required me to seek some kind of counseling.  I wanted to change but had been let down by so many counselors and groups that went nowhere that I was skeptical Living Waters would be any different.  In the end, I’m glad I came.  Small group was a highlight and removed my skepticism that groups can experience change and actually bond vs. being strangers stuck in a rut.  Seeing others who had overcome the same sins and struggles that had plagued me for years was very encouraging.  Becoming that person thanks to Living Waters and my church is incredibly edifying.

Living Waters has made me realize my need for community and also the importance of being in authentic relationships with others.

This has been the most beneficial course I have ever experienced regarding sexual issues and their root causes.  I have been able to walk with less shame and more transparency.  I now see my need is not so much to flee sexual sin as it is to turn away from idolatry of God’s creation while seeking and worshiping my loving Heavenly Father.  My past had isolated me in my sin, but now I see the value and ability to have real and deeply Christ-ministering relationships with other men.

The 2016-17 Living Waters Program will be starting in October 2016 and will run through March 2017.  We are now accepting applications! Applications are available on our Living Waters page.  Sign up early to ensure a place in the program, as space is limited.  Tell your friends to come!  They will be glad you referred them!

The Next Generation

The Next GenerationNow also when I am old and grayheaded, O God, do not forsake me, until I declare Your strength to this generation, Your power to everyone who is to come.  —Ps. 71:18

In July, I celebrated my 16th year as an employee of Outpost Ministries. I’ve been here almost 20 years, if you include my time as a client. Wow, how things have changed—not just culturally, but Outpost itself. By God’s grace, we have grown tremendously.  When I started, there were three of us on staff. Now we have ten! Our programing has increased from two weekly classes/support groups to five. We have added a House of Prayer in the spirit of Luke 18 to add to our spiritual protection. And we have developed seminars and conferences to train up the Body of Christ to deal with issues of sexuality and gender identity. God has been good to Outpost and to me. As I look back, it is with much gratitude in my heart.

Now it is time to look ahead to the next generation.  Over these past 16 years, I have had the opportunity to minister to many young people—several of whom are now married with children. Student ministry continues to be a large part of what I do here at Outpost. When I think of the high school students I meet with regularly and the challenges they face, I am sobered.  It is now harder than ever to walk away from unwanted same-sex attractions because of cultural normalization and because of the many churches that have acquiesced to the issue. And yet these young people are STILL CHOOSING TO PURSUE FREEDOM!

After all these years, my calling has never been more sure:  to see a generation raised up in God’s love and power. Like David, I desire to declare the strength and power of the Lord to this generation and the one to come.

As always I thank you for your partnership with us at Outpost.  We can’t do this important work without you.  As the summer winds down, would you consider giving a special donation to help us through some of the typically leaner months in the giving year?  DONATE NOW


Distinctions for Youth

Distinctions for YouthA Seminar for Youth Pastors, Leaders and Parents

August 18, 9-11:30 AM

Substance Church, Northtown Campus

8299 Central Ave NE

Spring Lake Park, MN 55432

For more info & to register, visit transformmn.org/events.